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Ceva special ca al meu n-are nimeni si e inutil sa va vorbesc despre asta.

Airbag – Machines and men. Here they come Marching on One by one They’ll be gone With boots and guns Shouting loud Machines and men They’re heaven sent Here they come Marching on One by one They’ll be gone With boots and guns Shouting loud Machines and men They’re heaven sent I wanna get out I wanna be free So come on Ceva special ca al meu n-are nimeni si e inutil sa va vorbesc despre asta.

dream fragments

:* Beautiful “How soon will I be able to trust again?” How soon is now(?) I trust now. Everybody wants my love & nobody really wants my love, at the same time, is not the paradox that History was built for. *deep sigh* Corner 2 Leaves L. ♥ Pretty . . . Dream fragments: Ar dream fragments

targetedlady

Not blaming anyone (t). But. MAYBE, Maybe, shills should stay out of areas of expertise where they are not GOOD for. I am consistent, for a very long time, in various things, with results RERERERERERERERERE that don’t prove anything, because this is not how Life works like. At this point, I’m not sure it’s healthy targetedlady

Hard to understand

Hard t understand. Random interaction. n Pasted text in blue. KEYWORDYNICKNAME static rumbling…. KEYWORDYNICKNAME something is coming  KEYWORDYNICKNAME wow, breathing too KEYWORDYNICKNAME one step from ASMR KEYWORDYNICKNAME chair moving KEYWORDYNICKNAME incoming…? KEYWORDYNICKNAME “wtf” moment KEYWORDYNICKNAME this is actually like…. working with a sonar at a boat KEYWORDYNICKNAME listening carefully for hints KEYWORDYNICKNAME disturbances Nightbot •Lurking? Hard to understand

A bit busy..

… Weird days and I’m busy with moving back to S4.. […] Last sleep paralysis experience. I saw an old woman, from the back, on the hallway here… She couldn’t hear me, or she was ignoring me. I felt I was suffocating. When I reached to grab her by the shoulder, until she turned, I A bit busy..

:(

 Why? Someone told me some things about some ‘workers’ today. I didn’t really understand (fully), I don’t want to judge. It’s not what it appears to be at first sight [for me], but then again, I wrote about this before. Workers to make up the noise ~around~ me, so… We can… Go on… Go… On… 🙁

5 orgasms

A weird whatevering session, not playful, and most of it was not enjoyable. 5 orgasms. Triggers & a little bit of what I like from time to time.. Don’t know what to think anymore… Why am I doing this? Access denied. For what?

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 Started packing ~ gonna move from this place. Not sure what to think about this yet, I’m not in the mood honestly, but that doesn’t matter. 🙂 Haunted by thoughts about some people that I don’t want to think about. Maybe I did (like & thought there’s a purpose in) thinking about them in a ~

B.D. Energy

*almost 2 minutes to midnight* (?) Posted March, 2020. One of my first takes at showing you how I do the samethingwiththesamething, whatevering & how I reach #ORGASM ~ Not much has changed since then. Hundreds of videos & media pieces through which I tried to reach… Who? < > Not for money, not for B.D. Energy