Nu am nimic.

Nu am nimic . Thanks the Wayback Machine. I could talk a lot in spoken or written words about my past experiences as a camgirl, cam model, whatever, but it’s useless 🙂 I used to have a blog for years, didn’t really care about it. A fost doar o tentativa, sa am Nu am nimic.

Articol nou.

It’s the only way, really? What I’m interested in is still hidden from me. Cheap tricks, annoying to me.  Cut me off from what? I know I’d rather be cut off from this mess that I did not agree with (or to partake in) to begin with, with incomplete data as I had it before.. Articol nou.

Dream fragments and pictures

Din jurnal:  Ce vreau eu nu e in lumea asta 05.02   (aproape sa scriu 03-lol). Sleep paralysis experience. Simt ca am dormit mai mult de 2 ore. ~ Eram in sect. 2, era noapte, ieseam din bloc (?) nu stiu unde ma duceam (la magazin – lol, ar fi trebuit sa fie inchise la ora Dream fragments and pictures

I just want to DO something.

PODCAST: Deci? Orgasm: oribil, absolut degradant. Shows in my MFC club: Join for free with this voucher (if it’s been used, you can e-mail me for one if you’d like) ~ Din jurnal: 02.02.21. Sunt la Biserica. De cum am iesit din bloc, caini. Ciudat. Azi nici macar aici nu e liniste. Greu sa “meditez”. I just want to DO something.


Hey.. Link to something I posted on Tiktok with some recent Finds. Am fost pana in Baicului (unde am stat la sfarsitul anului trecut) si am gasit niste chestii. Thanks! Weird choice of things to find! Chose em based on personal criteria. Afraid to use the word HOPE [meanings!] ~ 1st word I saw when Finds


 Why? Someone told me some things about some ‘workers’ today. I didn’t really understand (fully), I don’t want to judge. It’s not what it appears to be at first sight [for me], but then again, I wrote about this before. Workers to make up the noise ~around~ me, so… We can… Go on… Go… On… 🙁

Nothing else.

Latest podcast: Din jurnal: Pain and humiliation. Nothing else. I just want to wake up from this nightmare. Nobody is genuine… html? Intentions… Get lost in the fog… All of them… Can’t believe my life is as is now, I hear excuses for everything, NOTHING is done, and I can’t even have ONE! f n Nothing else.


Enjoy… ENJOI… OI!!!