Dream fragments and pictures

Din jurnal:  Ce vreau eu nu e in lumea asta 05.02   (aproape sa scriu 03-lol). Sleep paralysis experience. Simt ca am dormit mai mult de 2 ore. ~ Eram in sect. 2, era noapte, ieseam din bloc (?) nu stiu unde ma duceam (la magazin – lol, ar fi trebuit sa fie inchise la ora Dream fragments and pictures

I just want to DO something.

PODCAST: https://anchor.fm/ishkira-wind/episodes/Vorbesc-si-citesc-din-Huxley-eprplq Deci? Orgasm: https://youtu.be/YeNIQfopXvM oribil, absolut degradant. Shows in my MFC club: https://share.myfreecams.com/GoddessAzra/recordings Join for free with this voucher (if it’s been used, you can e-mail me for one if you’d like) https://share.myfreecams.com/v/fad187bd-30ea-4d82-87ed-c76d22f38df5 ~ Din jurnal: 02.02.21. Sunt la Biserica. De cum am iesit din bloc, caini. Ciudat. Azi nici macar aici nu e liniste. Greu sa “meditez”. I just want to DO something.


Hey.. Link to something I posted on Tiktok with some recent Finds. Am fost pana in Baicului (unde am stat la sfarsitul anului trecut) si am gasit niste chestii. Thanks! Weird choice of things to find! Chose em based on personal criteria. Afraid to use the word HOPE [meanings!] ~ 1st word I saw when Finds

Nu mai vreau

  Poze facute azi dimineata din bucatarie. ~~~ Din jurnal:  When the music’s over (x3) Turn out the lights (x3) For the music is your special friend Dance on fire as it intends Music is your only friend Until the end (x3) (The Doors) Fragmente din vis: Eyes closed, could hear smth, like a song, Nu mai vreau

Ceva special ca al meu n-are nimeni si e inutil sa va vorbesc despre asta.

Airbag – Machines and men. Here they come Marching on One by one They’ll be gone With boots and guns Shouting loud Machines and men They’re heaven sent Here they come Marching on One by one They’ll be gone With boots and guns Shouting loud Machines and men They’re heaven sent I wanna get out I wanna be free So come on Ceva special ca al meu n-are nimeni si e inutil sa va vorbesc despre asta.

dream fragments

:* Beautiful “How soon will I be able to trust again?” How soon is now(?) I trust now. Everybody wants my love & nobody really wants my love, at the same time, is not the paradox that History was built for. *deep sigh* Corner 2 Leaves L. ♥ Pretty . . . Dream fragments: Ar dream fragments


 Why? Someone told me some things about some ‘workers’ today. I didn’t really understand (fully), I don’t want to judge. It’s not what it appears to be at first sight [for me], but then again, I wrote about this before. Workers to make up the noise ~around~ me, so… We can… Go on… Go… On… 🙁


 Started packing ~ gonna move from this place. Not sure what to think about this yet, I’m not in the mood honestly, but that doesn’t matter. 🙂 Haunted by thoughts about some people that I don’t want to think about. Maybe I did (like & thought there’s a purpose in) thinking about them in a ~

B.D. Energy

*almost 2 minutes to midnight* (?) Posted March, 2020. One of my first takes at showing you how I do the samethingwiththesamething, whatevering & how I reach #ORGASM ~ Not much has changed since then. Hundreds of videos & media pieces through which I tried to reach… Who? < > Not for money, not for B.D. Energy