Bitter smile

Not afraid, not disgusted, however, disgusted feels more appropriate as a word…
To listen to a song I like
because very fast and irrational
I get the message “Love Me” not through the song or my first intent
Hurts and at times it’s quite bothersome.. Disrespectful to self and (who knows who) others that hey I don’t know you I don’t want to insult you… To love you… “Lie to me“..
If you’re sick don’t try to make me appear so just so… Oh, wait, you don’t know…

Stood still on a highway
I saw a woman
By the side of the road
With a face that I knew like my own
Reflected in my window
Well she walked up to my quarterlight
And she bent down real slow
A fearful pressure paralysed me in my shadow
She said ‘son what are you doing here
My fear for you has turned me in my grave’
I said ‘mama I come to the valley of the rich
Myself to sell’
She said ‘son this is the road to hell
On your journey cross the wilderness
From the desert to the well
You have strayed upon the motorway to hell

Well I’m standing by a river
But the water doesn’t flow
It boils with every poison you can think of
And I’m underneath the streetlights
But the light of joy I know
Scared beyond belief, way down in the shadows

And the perverted fear of violence
Chokes a smile on every face
And common sense is ringing out the bells

This ain’t no technological breakdown
Oh no, this is the road to Hell

And all the roads jam up with credit
And there’s nothing you can do
It’s all just bits of paper
Flying away from you
Oh, look out world, take a good look
What comes down here
You must learn this lesson fast
And learn it well

This ain’t no upwardly mobile freeway
Oh no, this is the road
Said this is the road
This is the road to hell

And it’s not all smoke and roses.
Multumesc pentru flori!
~ discovered this today – Yay!
Handle with care.
Joaca de-a texturile ^^
Prima poza pe care am facut-o dupa ce am fost la vaccin. Apoi cineva mi-a sugerat ca nu vad bine culorile, si asta m-a intristat… WTF.
Nu ai cum sa astepti atingerea mainii mele daca nu am voie sa stiu cum arata ce vad…

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