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Earlier it rained a bit, I went to the kitchen and on the hallway & in the kitchen it was smelling like Seaside ~ interesting. Had this happen a few times in the last month. I love smell of rain (on asphalt,stone,pamant, various vegetations ~ all different to me ♥), smell of seaside too. J But they different,man. And it’s weird to experience it like this. 😛
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07.06Somewhere in the PM ~ I log on ImLive masturbate ( L ) then be back to write some ideas.
Video link from that here: https://www.bitchute.com/video/JY8HX8MbsJYQ/ ~ ♥
https://youtu.be/3gqOyW8elag-> PFFTTT GIMME MY STRIM BACK!!!
I dislike having to stick it up my butt;
Masturbate anal.
MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE I would do it with a partner but you know, I tried doing it with Stefan and it hurt like hell. But to masturbate fakin (lol~ ofc ~ when I remember my EX’s voice, the lies start making more sense ~ Ofc I meant Fucking not Faking – HA!) my own arse, wtf…??? WHY do I have to do this?
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I am not allowed to do anything for real.
Mocked at every corner still.
Gonna paste a message from a member on imlive: erm…screenshotted it:
Examples of talk, double talk & how everything is somehow UP for interpretation L
Rectificatio: There are 0 chances for more than that means-> 0 (zero) chances for me to ever be more than (at best) Friends with any of the guys/members/clients I interact with on this website (I meant imlive.com website,ok?) or similar websites. I really hope you get the point.
Also. Hell knows what ‘’connect’’ means for this guy/ or for ‘’Them’’. Touched and been touched? By his own HANDS, AT best, assuming he has hands. ( I doubt I’m talking to Humans sometimes).
I am romantic too, but so far, being romantic with someone Online has only brought me misfortune. (Because of STolen tech & co)
I thought connect means ~ relate, be friends, get close, know each other ( HOW CAN YOU KNOW OTHER IF YOU DON’T KNOW THYSELF????????????) But for some freaks over there connect means : get into that woman’s (ME) vagina/pelvic region/uterus/whatever IS THERE and STEAL information / have your ways / go at it bois…. WHAAAAAAAAAAAA? NO. I told you already, I do NOT Consent.
Being touched? For some means being touched by the nightmare of Death itself. Hell No. I pass. I TRULY MISS touching someone But in the 1 correct way. If you know what I mean. Yes there is a correct way to touch. No, we are not really allowed to talk about it (without being tortured, Given Pain ~ Names) let alone attempt to actually do it. Guess what. I know how to do it.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE! #deathtoai
Ok thx for listening ~ I go masturbate and talk more when I’m bk ~ about Time.
I started thinking about time as if he’s a guy ~ like I’m a girl… An entity of sorts, demonized like I am In a way.. he with ‘’time’’ me with ‘’sex’’ stuff but this is just a layer I’m talking bout anyway. Blue. Ok?… Hmm… I have to mention this right here. I don’t believe in the whole Shiva-CERN things, more than I Credit concepts such as Kali Yuga. I love many stories, but this doesn’t make one story weigth more in Gold/ be more Beautiful than another Story. Truth is truth, stories are stories.
So you wanna worship Time for Money (or whatever your excuse is)? HA! Ok, your choice. But in this situation, you are not doing IT properly, man. Have you thought that maybe Time doesn’t want/need to be ‘’Worshipped’’? You keep it bound to use it as you want (WRONG Ways ~ always ~ proven, time after time)? To the detriment of ALL beings & ALL Life? *brainsplosion* Fake data =/= Proof. Stories = Fake data when used FORCEfully to Modify all the rest. Shaped to One’s will. The WRONG ONE! The Wrong One that keeps pestering us all one way or another by endlessly blabbering about how He Knows that We can Have THIS and THAT at the same time. No. We have to CHOOSE. I WANT TO CHOOSE. Who in their right mind would choose a Lie? Not my problem. See? Shaped to One’s will. Shaped to One’s will. Shaped to One’s will. TO DEATH! And dIVINITY! Thrash files.
So ‘Time was made in Switzerland’* not Germany not China but we’re bound by stuff MADE IN GDR/China too and Russian WIND and most of the things that came after Ancient Rome & Hell what about the BIG 3 ONES Abrahamix. CONfused. *~ Time there as me-Sophia shit. You get the drill. Real/Fake. I CANT LEARN ABOUT REAL TIME ON THE INTERNET!!!! HALP!
I don’t know If it’s any use to learn anymore, honesty.
Hello, My dear Thymus Gland. I heard you last night, Not literally heard you, hey, but I felt Burning pain where you are. Does it even matter why? – And how tf is this related to learning & internet (???)
I know it doesn’t matter because look at us all we’re bound by this languagestix and Online I look I read I see mockery more mockery to all I Value. This is not how I wnt to talk to any of you.
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