12.08. I was looking on the window earlier… Felt autumn is closer. I feel miserable (yes mainly because masturbating / orgasms) ~ stuff that doesn’t allow me to deal with what I consider current mental problems in my life. I feel like @ a funeral. But who died? Is that blood or tears?
13.08. There are ppl “out there” getting paid [since I was born] to:
– make me feel bad } inadequate | ugly
– teach me wrong
*recycling sign with two arrows in black* The blame game. Can you tell the difference? .:No:. ~ I remember asking Astro Lady smth similar. Almost 10 years -> and you still don’t know the diff? Tick – tick. I’m very sad cause of this. 💔