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What is real anymore, my dear, this “reality” begins to smell more and more like a directed collective dream? Who are the dancers, who are the actors? And where’s my place in all this mess if I don’t want to act, and if I’d only dance with myself and who I Love? I drown In “pain”. Gloomy sunday mood.

My heart is tellin’ you

How much I wanted you

Sleep paralysis  x2 layers. I awoke from one into another. 
1. Shadow man approaching bed, I felt scared for a little while, then I realized it’s such an experience & I tried to raise to hug him.
2. Woke up in this room, big thick paper With writing in caps was hanging from the furniture. Fontul era f similar cu Cylonic (Empty font). Habar n-am dc dar instant m-am gandit la cele 10 porunci din piatra (???) + Moise. I wanted to approach and read, but felt like suffocating. I Raised left pointer finger, commanded the entity to leave me alone. 
And I finally awoke in this reality. Before all this happened, I was researching, I suppose that was taken over. 
Drama, dansul aparentelor, cacat. Nu, multumesc! I feel that I’m surrounded by somebody’s toys.
Not at all what it seems, or what was meant by design! Careful there, missy! You better watch out for your word selection, or else… Taxmasters galore. No real love. Sorry please, if offensive to any of you or too egoic. But try to walk bare footed for a while (metaphor!).
If all we are is just a mixture of settings, can you please be so kind to let me know where do I hit shutdown?
Evil manages Time like there’s no 2Morrow. (A lie within a lie x ?)
https://youtu.be/fMh1e148GX4

Cursed

ABout life & Lies.

Milk and toast and honey make it sunny on a rainy Saturday, he-he-hey
Milk and toast, some coffee take the stuffiness out of days you hate, you really hate
Slow morning news pass me by
I try not to analyze but didn’t he blow my mind this time
Didn’t he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin’, honey
To take away the hurt inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want in life

Milk and toast and honey
Ain’t it funny how things sometimes look so clear and feel so near
The dreams I dream, my favourite wishful thinkin’
Oh, he’s bookmarked everywhere, everywhere
True love might fall from the sky
You never know what to find but didn’t he blow my mind this time
Didn’t he blow my mind?

(Here he comes)
To bring a little lovin’, honey
To take away the pain inside
Is everything that matters to me
Is everything I want from life

Oh lay a little lovin’, honey
To feel you’re gettin’ close to me
Is everything that matters to me
Is everywhere I wanna be

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:-< Is there anybody out there? Asking for a friend.

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